A STORY OF LEFTED

 HI! my name is..👀. okay, let's make it a secret. I am 21 years old and now studying at university. Somewhere in Malaysia University. it is just I want to share my life story, and I am very sorry if you can relate.. basicly I came from a family with 2 sisters and 2 younger siblings. can guess right, I am the third child of the family.. i have a very loving dad, the best dad of my life.. but then, I always felt left when its come to mom... i know, yes I know... i shouldn't think like that.. but then, this is the reality.. Mom sometimes show affection towards the others siblings. She called them to eat, she even shower them a praise, even tho its not a big achievements... i am a little hurt tho... because I see, in my own family, I strive very hard, especially in my education just want my mom to tell something about my achievement.. but one day, I heard my mom said just in front of my face.. She said that, people who work hard, or known very clever is not someone whos gonna achieve glory, they are not precisely good in everything.. well, you know, i shouldn't felts it was me, she just saying... but i felt it really tells me about what she think about me...among all of my siblings, dad always praise me.. ever since i went to primary school until high school i did very well in my exams and test... but mom never say anything... When my 2 sisters in an argument towards each others, mom cant do any.. She just can get angry and sad without any solution, and guess WHAT... I settled the argument.. and after my sisters get back happily, mom didn't say anything.. and still i was lefted...when she was back from work, she never find me... she never call my name, and always the child number 1,2,4,5. NO 3.  that kinda sad.. i think 3 used for someone whos known stupid and someone you can ask this and that... Still remember got my university selection results, and finally gotmy desired university but then only dad got excited hahaha... i am very glad😁😁

if any people read this, please pray for me,, so that sometimes my mom mention my name... so that i can feel that i was there.. 

thanks banyak! bless you